It's funny really.... how we are so psyched up about stuff one minute, and then unable to get going the next.
I've been trying to figure out why my seemingly excited launch of Fit Goals has led me to now hardly being able to cope with my own training. I think it lies in the fact that I am impatient.
I want Fit Goals to be up and running NOW
I want to be a qualified gym instructor/ personal trainer/ swim coach NOW
I want to be done with my own big events and just do small ones so I can fit everything in NOW
I want to lose a few more kgs NOW
I want to be a faster runner and cyclist NOW
I want my new bike NOW
I want my holiday to be NOW
Geez, I should take a chill pill and worry about today right?
Right then.....
Today it is.....
(Thankfully today is my rest day..... aaaahhhhh)
1 hour ago
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I was thinking about your last post while I was swimming the ladder today. Thinking it's maybe that you've done the BIG one (Ironman)and there's no motivation for the smaller ones because you know you can do them .. there's nothing to be scared of (even though Rotorua scares the hell out of me) ... you've done it before. There's no fear. Maybe you need the fear factor to get you motivated. Do you think you might need another BIG 'scary' challenge ... Fit Goals is a BIG challenge but you don't need to train for it.
I'm prob totally wrong and prob should have just kept my mouth shut like what I decided to do after reading the last post (I normally keep my head down when women aren't in a happy place) but thought I'd throw my two-peneth in.
How about a self supported Ironman distance race next year. The NZ N-Dot Nothingman ... I'm 76.35% sure I'm doing it this time next year. Come join me and feel that fear again (which must lead to motivation).
Oooops .... don't think comments are sposed to be this long.
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